A while back, I posted that Jesus had left my body in the form of my Nagual projection, a tiny black dog named XOXOLOTL, the Aztec Lord of the Underworld in the Post-Christian era; upon which he became a huge green and black Anaconda, and slithered off into the underworld to do his stuff. It was my plan that rather than return as most of us imagine he might, in some glorious manner, he actually earn his reincarnation like the rest of us. My twenty years of living with him as a resident inside my body had convinced me that he was not a person I wanted to put in charge of anything! I found him to be an abomination. All the worst things we have noted about his religion were manifest in the person who had attached himself to me.
I had hoped that I was done with him. Although I realized that was unlikely! Nevertheless, the intervening time has been very welcome. What a relief to have him not be a presence in my person, shouting "OUCH!" every time he got excited, and sucking my precious energies. I wondered how long it would last.
This morning, 10.12.2012, I was breaking in some crystals given to me some time ago by a friend. They had been in quarantine, until their energies were compatible with the Medicine Energies in my studio. A few days ago, they came out of quarantine. They proved to be very powerful.
This morning they brought delicious arousal to my genital region, where my ceremonies usually begin their adventure up through the chakras of the Medicine. As my total bodily awareness began to open with the energies, out came the "ouch!", more subdued than in the past. I was quite high, but not unaware that something untoward might be happening. In these instances, there is nothing to be done but continue to the end of the ceremony, and wait to see what comes next. It sometimes takes days.
As I sat in my vortex, I wondered if Buddha would return, as he had left the vortex with Jesus and Quetzalcoatl. I did not expect Quetzalcoatl to return, for some reason. I went through my usual seated forward bend, during which I arrange the energies throughout my body via the compression of my intestines, heart and lungs, and the way this compression forces the energies out through my ribcage and shoulders to open up the upper assemblage point, and through the pelvis to open up the lower assemblage point.
After a few repetitions, I felt much better, and heard a message from Jesus: "Maybe I did it; for the whole earth!"
As I was wondering what he had done, I came to a realization. For several years, my meditations have been replaced by a long series of endless disconnected scenes, as if from a video, showing various persons in various places doing various things, all in black and white, and with no connection to myself or to each other. I really miss my meditations! These views, I realized, were what Jesus was seeing wherever he was. I had thought it might be Marilyn Monroe, but after noticing the tone of today's communication from Jesus, I could See that his statement was of the same vibration as these images.
And then, while not in meditation, I was shown a number of black and white glyphs, symbols for his new religion; various applications of the Double Cross, and treatments of several Power Animals and other things. Very clean and powerful artistry! When I came out of it, I couldn't remember them all with any precision, but sketched a couple for my notebook log.
Later in the day, after I had had time to reflect, I realized that none of this had anything to do with me, or the things I believe in and cherish about my work, -- especially the work I've been doing since he ejected.
I reject his agenda and everything I know about this person. I have my own agenda, and I believe it serves me and the 'whole earth' better than anything I've experienced from the Jesus who was with me for so long.
There's no way to guess how this might all turn out, so I'll just continue to do what I do, and blog it if I'm able.
I'm always open to comments and/or questions!
Namaste, Dagaji
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